@nl1964 I used to have similar experiences and what you describe is what it feels like right before I would pass out. Have you passed out? I also would be aware of sound and could understand what people were saying after I had lost my vision for a few seconds and then I was out. I’ve also had panic attacks for fear of surgery that I needed. I can also tell you that I was able to work through all of it and deprogram the fear, so this doesn’t happen anymore and I have had more surgeries. It’s good you are working with a counselor. When you get past it, you won’t live your life worrying so much. You can do this.

Jennifer