ok i just need to vent this morning.... i'm frustrated to NO end atm..
nothing tastes "good" if you will, i'm FORCING myself to eat a few bites every hour or so just to keep the guts moving, and not to lose weight but i have NO motivation to move off the couch... my friend D who is "supposed" to be gaining strength for his surgery is weak as water, and almost seems too close to the point of giving up the fight to suit me and i can't keep pulling him along...and it seems like ever since i got out of the hospital my hubby has been constipated and in pain and generally miserable, its like he's experiencing what i was going through that ended me up in the hospital...he's done nothing but whine and complain abut how miserable he is and how much pain he's in and so forth and so on since Thurs and is still going full strength at it this morning...the whining i mean...and i'm sorry but i'm just not able to cook meals atm..or eat them for that matter...and i'm certainly not able to be the rock these men have depended on for months cause i can't get motivated to do jack...and THAT is pissing me off to no end too...i'm TIRED of sitting on the couch or laying in the bed and doing nothing....this is not me but i don't have the energy to do anything
How in the heck did yall manage in cases like this???