Hello. I am so sorry you have this. I have so many issues caused by Long COVID. Too many to type. I have had it from the start of the pandemic, for years. I can't remember what life was like before this. I agree that you should try to find a counselor if you do not have a close friend or family member. It took a while but my family does finally understand and are supportive. However, I went through years of not knowing what was wrong with me and doctors and family thinking it was in my head. That was absolutely miserable. I am with a Long COVID Clinic now and that helps. Hold on until June. I know it seems a long way off but it is something to look forward too. Mine has saved me. Just having medical staff who understand and know is such a relief. I have a lifetime sentence of health issues and nasty symptoms but the Long COVID clinic is helping me to mitigate the symptoms as much as possible. I take life day by day. I do not think of who I used to be but who I am now and try to make the best of it. It is lonely, depressing, painful, scary, etc. But I prefer being alive to not. I have found things that take minimal energy that I can do at home that make me happy. I wish you good days. I hope you can find someone to talk to. Remember you do have value. Even if your family struggles with understanding/believing this they love you. You are not alone, we are all here with you and have had to fight through countless doctors and tests to get to the right place. You are getting there. It took me over 3 years. Read through these threads, reach out to people here. This has also been a lifesaver. I am so glad I found this site.