So sorry you are having to go through this again. Hugs your way. I had chose a double mastectomy 2 years ago. I decided to go flat and was very comfortable with my decision. I had an amazing physical therapist who helped me gain my strength and flexibility back post surgery. She also checked in with do see how I was doing emotionally too. My husband was very supportive. I go flat on most days. I do have a few small padded bras that I wear some days. I did get prosthesis that I wear occasionally. My hope for you is that you make a decision that makes you feel most comfortable.