I have been looking into jobs I can do at home online, but I will definitely look into this and look into your words of advice to others. I really appreciate your responses to me and your honesty, I was starting to feel like I was losing my mind and the thought of being 53 and having to start all over again is very overwhelming. Being a single parent with a daughter with a Borderline Personality Disorder age 23 still living with me and struggling with life herself. You have made it clear that this is going to be a battle with a lot of closed doors, but for me I have to get ready for this battle and fight for me for once. As discouraging as this do I dare say disease is, with everyones struggles and frustrations with the medical field, it is encouraging to hear from people like you who have been fighting this fight and continue on fighting. Thank you again for your honesty, wisdom and words of encouragement. You have helped give me the kick in the butt I needed today to prepare and move forward. God Bless you