Be encouraged, we are here.

I do not know your background, education, such, but I can tell you of a job/work I believe you can do if you are or can become organized. Organization is the key. Journal daily, work and personal, medical. One journal each. Record times, what was said, this related to work and medical journals. I am suggesting you consider being USDA Organic Certification Initial Reviewer. You have to get training and be certified. The method of work, post Covid, is much of the work done off-site, at your home. You take jobs as you can and are able. You need a computer and internet service. Certification agents/agencies are in place (each has training and has to apply each year for renewal of license) which hire independent initial reviewers. If you are good some hire individuals (benefits possible and a big positive). There are many other positions within the sector, as you improve, if you desire to advance.

Look up the string of words:

USDA National Organic Program, initial reviewer, training

I would suggest you visit with, by email, a certification agency. Many, if not most, need help. We work with Natures International Certification Services (they have parent company I know, but name will not come to me). I would suggest emailing the email address on their website. We do all our work with this company and have been with them many years, pushing near two decades of interaction. Good people. Nothing is perfect though as we all know.

This would give you an opportunity to work at your ability, from home, and increase work load as able or needed.