It’s sad when we have to rely on ourselves, I quite honestly find it exhausting since myself and my husband have both had cancer three times each. I had severe bleeding in my rectum from the radiation and just when I thought all was good I might have radiation proctitus from the radiation since I now have bleeding again. My gastroenterologist who is fabulous has made me an appointment to see a proctologist so we will see how that goes. Just when you think all is good. 😁