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Esophageal Cancer | Last Active: Mar 3 2:17pm | Replies (40)

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@henrysilverio12

I had an esophogectomy in 2020 on my birthday, 9/1. (The cancer was found during a visit to diagnose headaches, totally unrelated.) Prior to that I had 5 weeks of Chemo and Proton Beam Radiation. We did not know the stage until after the surgery. It was stage 3. The surgery was followed by 1 year of immunotherapy with opdivo. All CT scans since then have been clean.

I found that exercise and activity help me to forget that I ever had cancer, although I return in early Feb. of 24 for scans and a stretch. (The reminder.). I am 70 years young and in better shape than I was before the diagnosis. I go to the gym twice a week and walk the dog 3 or 4 times per week, mostly up hill. I was able to complete a nice ski trip last year and have already skied this year. In short, make sure you know where you will spend eternity and then live what is left of life to the fullest. There is no reason to worry about things you can't control.

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Henry, you have the right attitude. I am on a similar path as you. I'm a 4+ year survivor of stage 4 squamous cell esophageal carcinoma.

We've walked throught the valley of the shadow of death and have emerged a bit bloodied but unbowed. Give thanks to your medical team and your creator for the blessings they've bestowed upon you.

You have the right attitude. You embraced the "suck" and owned your disease, you haven't allow it to own you. You are making the most of the extra time granted to you. You have embraced two of the fundamental tenets of Stoicism, namely, memento mori (remember we all die) and as that is inescapable, amor fati (love your fate). You realize that much of life is beyond our control. Spending your remaining time worrying about your woes of today only steals from the promise of tomorrow.

I hope you continue to be well and that your upcoming scans show NED. Be strong and carry on.