Hello Angie @angiede2001
Thank you so much for checking in and letting us know how you are doing. I certainly feel for you – this is a very hard situation for you to wait for an emergency and not be able to do anything to avert or delay it. I admire your courage and your determination “not to worry about it.” This seems to be the most reasonable approach you can take right now.
Remember we are here for you whenever you need to talk. Best wishes to you for a good Christmas and a wonderful 2018!