@stuckonu Thank you for opening this discussion. What you have written will stay with me and I may have more input for you at a later time, but for now I think you have shared a number of jumbled thoughts and conclusions and are asking us to sort everything out for you. In your shoes I would sort my thoughts out item by item and gather information from other people in person, through research and, as you have done here, in a "chat room" atmosphere. For myself, I have my opinions and conclusions based on my knowledge and research. Sometimes I change my opinion. I use paper and pen or electronics for writing out my thought, not stone. I need a great deal of editing. My advice to you is to keep searching.