Hi @cowboy1997.i have had my share of ECT’ts. ECT’ts was the last results for me. They worked. I am a little forgetful and I lost some of my past. I don’t remember being depresses, my family said I was severely depressed I am living a healthy life now. Once I need awhile I do get depressed and have had to go back in the hospital, but not for long. At first I tried to hurt myself and that is putting it mildly. Good luck. I know you and your family will make the right decision.