I truly understand how u feel. I have pbc , major vitamin deficiencies, joint / back issues, major anxiety and moderate depression. Amoung other things. I can’t tell u how many times i prayed that God take me in my sleep because i just didn’t want to fight anymore. I remember telling my bf that if i was a pet i would be put down. All that being said i am grateful that God provided away to cope and make livable. I switched Dr’s. Also made the trip to Mayo Clinic.
Mayo gave me answers that no one else could. I was so deficient in my vitamin d that i couldn’t function. I spent 3 days in Minnesota but got more answers than the years of going to drs. The mental health still takes me being VERY diligent to stay functioning. I’m very limited on what meds i can take. I take cymbalta in the morning and night and Zoloft in the evening. The cymbalta also helps with pain. My bowels is another issue. It puts pressure on my back so i couldn’t walk before the cymbalta. A psychologist ajusted my meds and made HUGE difference.i would deff recommend Mayo if u don’t get the answers you need i promise that its deff worth the trip. I feel so much better and they saved my life.