I just had my first miscarriage at 17.5 weeks. Very hard on us, so I can’t imagine what 4 would feel like. I first of all want to say that I am so sorry for the heartache that it caused you and your familly. Secondly, I pray that there is a plan for you and babies will just come naturally from here on out. My family practictioner just mentioned to me that she had a woman that just delivered at 45. That gave me a little hope. I am headed in for an MRI today to see if there are any complications down there. I was diagnosed with a bicornate uterus in January and conceived in June, so you never know what will happen. I again pray for you and that you find peace and happiness in the months ahead.