@rosez So sorry to hear of your experience. I am not familiar with his condition nor do I know if your loved one was constantly mad at you prior to his condition, but know that when people are in pain and not well they usually are not themselves. As hard as it is to watch and see them like this, it's hard for us caregivers to remember who they were before they were ill. I encourage you to continue to do what's right and love your loved one to the best of your ability. I also encourage you to ask for help.