My sister works for my ophthalmologist.. I ask all the time if they could just pop my eye out and be done with it..I also have tried cover my eye, but sometimes that is worse. I have also rodeo'd my entire life, barrel racing, I am struggling with that now also as I have zero depth perception. have any of you done the radiation treatments? That is what they are thinking of next. My next appt is the end of June, so I guess we will see. Thank you for sharing with me. It does help knowing that others understand what I am going through.