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Tue, Oct 15 7:08pm · Keppra in Epilepsy & Seizures

Still have roommate. Don't and want to depend on him paying his rent. I'm still seeing my neurologist. Applying for jobs left and right. No luck. Went 8 or 9 months without a problem, longest I've gone for years then brokethrew with one at pharmacy. Another concussion. Still perusing disability. Yes stress is a big problem. The wait and see game gets very old. See what happens tomarrow, yuk. Using stress relief tools a lot. Briviact seemed to help get me that time without a problem. One day at a time. And it's very hard to make new friends, kind that you can talk too and will actually listen. Shaking in my boots on the few apps I've put in that went to interview. Need normal?

Tue, Oct 15 11:39am · Keppra in Epilepsy & Seizures

Lots of memery probs, lots of axiety, seeing therpast for last 4 years. People don't understand even one grand mal is now a tramatic experience. Much more now. My mom passed, sold her house and went into a condo.
Never taken comlete care of myself. Im fifty now
And just not having much luck finding a job. Might just be me. Havent been on site for a wile. Hole new part of my life.

Thu, Jan 31 11:19am · Inability to live a normal life. in Epilepsy & Seizures

Good morning. My stupid anxiety is just getting hard to handle again. I know it's just in my head but it's my HEAD! I've always wondered what affect these meds have on me metaly and physically. I'm. On 5 meds. I just don't know what feeling normal is. Is it just me or do these meds affect me, how and how much. Went threw a job service from the state that will train and place me in a job that fits my situation.
Just stuck in my head that I know I'm going to have a problem again. Just a matter of when and where. Trying not to lock myself away and worry. Best I can do is keep going one day at a time. Dreams, meds cause lots of them? Don't remember dreaming so much. Woke up this morning and I don't even want to repeat what my thought was. Going out to theripest tomarrow. Just need to find out what feeling normal is. Don't like that word, to broad of meaning. Only one I can think of though.

Fri, Jan 25 11:27pm · Inability to live a normal life. in Epilepsy & Seizures

Sorry for no talk. No rescue meds. Insurance won't cover. As of late they last for long periods of time. It always takes a trip to hospital and when I get home it's a longer period of time to recover. It's funny that everytime I go into hospital it's assumed I'm on drugs. Very annoying. Transport units are rood, so says my roommate. I'm not comfortable living on my own yet so I do have roommate. Trying hard, learning from you all. Thank you.

Fri, Jan 25 11:18pm · Inability to live a normal life. in Epilepsy & Seizures

Hi, this blog makes me get a good feeling. I've never had any kind of support like this. No one I know understands what I go threw physically and as of late mentally. I'm working with a lawer right now. Of course I've been informed that it's going to take 2 years to get in front of a ajudicater. I'm going to start some free training courses that will fit my needs and get me a job. I don't know if I should just assume I'm not going to get disability. 7 to 8 years of trying.

Fri, Jan 18 9:58pm · Inability to live a normal life. in Epilepsy & Seizures

Thank you for the info. Stuff I hadn't thought of. Still waiting for call backs but I need to keep all that in mind. Only problem is when I have one it's bad, won't stop till I'm sedated. Been longer to recover too. Thank you.

Fri, Jan 18 10:31am · Inability to live a normal life. in Epilepsy & Seizures

Good morning. Just headed to theripest. Waiting to here from lawyer. I need to make a very big decision weather to keep perusing disability or just start to work and take care of my self and deal with problems from there. I'm trying to make educated decision. Let employer know about health issues or just wait till problem arrise. Hard decisions. Never good at making large decisions, but this is all on me. Get out and try normal?

Thu, Jan 17 6:53pm · Inability to live a normal life. in Epilepsy & Seizures

No giving up for me. I have my life to live and still lots to learn. 4 great kids I need to love and mentor. Going to see neurosurgeon about vns surgery. Tired of lawyers and waiting. Need to make big decision. Work to live or have confidence in ss. Is disability tough with E? Seems to be.