I’m a lifelong female sufferer of anxiety, which probably led to my early depression. I’ve always felt melancholy, or empty, and scared of many things. I also believe I have borderline personality disorder. When I have someone I feel safe being myself with, I enjoy trying new things, exploring what nature has to offer. Otherwise, my anxiety keeps me in much. Ihave a 10 year old cat who is my heart. I’m 47, currently in a one year relationship, and a lesbian. I love reading.