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Mar 28, 2018 · Loss and Grief: How are you doing? in Loss & Grief

Could someone please remove me from this conversation.  I don't know why I'm receiving all of these emails.  I have tried to remove myself without success.

I would so appreciate it.  This is the second time I have reached out for help.

Thank you

Mar 23, 2018 · Loss and Grief: How are you doing? in Loss & Grief

I'm not sure why I keep getting all of these emails.  Could you please remove me from the list?  I have tried but I continue to get them.

Thank you
MH

May 21, 2017 · My depression never seems to end in Depression & Anxiety

Hi everyone…I have been on here inn a while. Actually was having trouble finding what I had posted last. I did break up with Andy 3 weeks ago. Well it was mutual. I haven’t talked to him since. I have seen him at 3 meetings over the last 3 weeks…and all we say is hi in passing. He is happy with this and it was what he wanted too. I guess I had hoped in the back of my mind, when I put all of this on the table, that he’d change his mind….his response was, “I don’t know what to say” and that was the end of it. It’s been very hurtful and sad to spend over a year with someone and realize i meant nothing. And someone I have talked or text almost daily and never hear from them again. I have been feeling pretty down, and I do go to other meetings now. I do know in my mind and heart this was the right decision, but I’m struggling with the idea that “I did have someone there” When in reality I had someone there when convenient for him…..now I just want to stop missing him and feeling down. I’ve been praying daily for guidance…..I know it will get easier, it’s just getting there….

Apr 29, 2017 · My depression never seems to end in Depression & Anxiety

Your are welcome!! Keep me updated. My mom’t itching does get worse if she is under a lot of stress. But that is not the root cause.

Apr 29, 2017 · My depression never seems to end in Depression & Anxiety

No not at all Judy!! I put my life on here for positive or negative feed back. You sound like all of my friends in AA, my family and my counselor. Intimacy is very limited, maybe once a week and never an over night thing. No, he has never brought his dogs here. You are probably 100% spot on!! He is very comfortable with the way things are…it works perfectly for me. WOW…..I don’t think it’s intentionally either, I just think it is the way he is. He is a wonderful man and has a lot of great qualities. Truth is, just not a wonderful man for me to be in a relationship with. I have a lot of decisions and praying to do. Making decisions has been so hard for me since I’ve been sober this time, almost 4 years. I can’t decide where I want to eat sometimes. I think all of you on here are amazing!! Thank you!! I’m going to a belated birthday lunch with my daughters today. Haven’t seen them in a while. Wish me luck!! I do get a little anxious around them. I just don’t know what to say or how to act. If I ask questions about them, I’m being nosy. If I share my life with them, I’m being dramatic and negative. I’m sure there is truth in the drama and negativity. It’s a hard habit to break and I’m working on it. Some days are better than others!!

Apr 29, 2017 · My depression never seems to end in Depression & Anxiety

Thank you!! I love your positive outlook on life. You have been through so much and you have came out on the other side a winner. God Bless You!!

Apr 29, 2017 · My depression never seems to end in Depression & Anxiety

Thank you Teresa!! Yes I am seeing a counselor and we are working on this issue. I have a fear of breaking up and being more depressed or staying with him and not being in a fulfilling relationship. This is always been my past…even my divorce. I feel like I want to break up or divorce, I go through with it and then I regret the decision. Then I romance all of the good times, not the real reason we are not together. That sounds crazy!!! I will be on here, I love this group. I feel blessed that I found it. God does work in my life!!

Apr 28, 2017 · My depression never seems to end in Depression & Anxiety

Not sure what just happened…when I put your name in I could only see the first 2 lines I typed?? I’m trying to get used to this. Seems like there is a lot of different posts to read and I feel a bit confused. So if anyone knows what I’m doing wrong, please let me know. I understand to click on reply and see the conversation, but I have like 9 notifications and I’m not sure if I need to click on each one, or if there is an easier way to follow. I have been dating this descent man for over a year. This is our third time around. We get a long very well. We live like 5 minutes apart. He has two pits, one just had her front leg amputated due to cancer. She has healed and did her chemo . She does have pneumonia right now. I love both of these dogs too. I am 50 and he is 47. He has never been married, lived with a women or doesn’t have any kids. We see each other maybe once or twice a week. I talked with him 2 weeks ago about our future, that I didn’t want to be with someone I don’t have a future with etc….He agreed and we decided to stay together. However, nothing changed, again!! We never spend the night with each other. He doesn’t leave his dogs all night, and if I stay there I have to sleep in the guest room by myself. The dogs sleep with him. Two big pits and him in a King size bed, leaves no room for me. Long story…Like I stated before I have been divorced for 15 years and I don’t want to live the rest of my life alone. I just don’t think his idea of a future and mine are not the same. He lives in a big 2 story home, with the 2 dogs. I live in a little apartment and struggle financially. My lease ends the beginning of July. I tried to talk to him again tonight about a future….if he is going to sell his house (he said he will downsized when something happens to his dogs) They have a nice big back fenced in yard. I understand that…then he started talking about he may buy a condo later or he may buy a house closer to his dad, when something happens to his dogs. It’s always “he will buy” it’s never us. Nor, has he offered for me to move him and his dogs. Oh my gosh, I feel like I am in competition with his dogs. He has pictures of them on facebook and on his phone, and he doesn’t me. I’m so confused….I would love to hear anyone’s input. He is a wonderful man, treats me good and we never argue. But I feel like I’m dating a kid!! I’m too old to waste my time….I’ve attempted to break up and got very anxious and depressed and changed my mind and decided to stay. HELP!!! I don’t know how many people can see when I post things either?? I’m hoping everyone in the discussion can??