So I am looking for some light at the end of the tunnel. I am 26 yrs old and was diagnosed with VT while in the US ARMY. I woke up in the barracks with a heart rate of 240 and had an AICD implanted in germany at the university of hiedelberg. My AICD has fired 32 times, 29 of them while in a VTACH Storm. As said before looking for support. Due to this anxiety has onset and i have PTSD from a non-military issue. I deal with depression from this as well, and I am going to see about a referal to the MAYO clinic for more options. I miss my active lifestyle and was wondering if anyone else is dealing with the same issues.