??? Thank you for your well wishes and concern. I hope you had a Merry Christmas as well. I've been trying to hang in there but occasionally feel that I have reached the end of my rope. My son has admitted to the family that he is an addict and that he needs help. He hasn't made the call yet but plans on going in for drug treatment. He has me worried sick, but at least he admits to having the problem. We have still not found an apartment and the living arangements here are not the best, but we are getting by! I know God is testing me but he is also there to give me strength all I have to do is turn to him! I have kept the faith, hope, love and peace of the season in my heart and with Gods help we will be just fine!! Thank you any and all contact is a Godsend to me!! My husband was the one I talked to about everything and I have felt totally alone since he's been gone.