My boyfriend is in the ICU & his family won't let me see him
My boyfriend of almost 6 months is in the ICU due to an infection from an accident he had with a friend. He went to the hospital a little over one week ago in septic shock. Fortunately, after 30 hours, he was out of septic shock and started (albeit slowly) recovering. Anyway, his parents blame me for the accident (even though I was nowhere close to where it happened) and kept saying that I need to stay away and give him space (forever). His dad has completely blocked me from everything to the point where I can't even call the hospital. His sister is the only one sending me any updates. Anyway, he's doing better but he's still in the ICU. I'm hoping they bring him to a room outside of the ICU very soon but, while I wait in the meantime, I have a few questions;
1) Is there anything out there for support
2) Are there things I could do to feel connected to him?
3) Are there things I can do in preparation for seeing him again? I feel like time is of the essence as I will see him very soon. I'm already writing him lots of letters, working on healing my own soul, and just general stability goals too.
Anyway, I know this is long but thank you to anyone who took the time to read this. I feel so alone.