Today I feel like I am barely hanging on. The prickly sensations on my back and arms are very uncomfortable and my racing heart keeps me feeling panicked. My vision feels like it is limited and I can't see beyond my nose due to this ongoing depression. My appetite is very low and I feel nausea. My next appt. is the 23rd but I call everyday for a possible opening that day to see what may work. I do not want to take something that will suppress my sex drive. Is this selfish to feel this way?