I lost the love of my life to murder almost 20 years ago. Is there anyone out there that can relate at all? I just wish I could find someone that can relate to what I have experienced. Tim was the love of my life; my soul mate. I believe I had been born to love him and did not believe I could survive without him. My Dad died suddenly less than a year after Tim was murdered so I feel that compounded the situation. No closure; no acceptance. Still wish he was here. Thank you.