I'm 69 years old and have never experienced a fraction of the pain you have.
I just became of member of this group and your message is the first one I read.
I will pray not only for the relief you seek but also that God gives you guidance
on your way. Recently I was diagnosed with high volume prostate cancer and
found myself asking this question: "God, what do you want me to do?" Then I
I listen. Hope it works for you. @pray4relief