I've taken a few tests from medical sights that say I might have minor depression. I don't really know what to do. I feel as if I do have depression; the cutting, the suicidal thoughts, the feel of worthlessness. I know that I have my whole life ahead of me, but I don't think I will make. I know that my parents will miss me but my dad has another prettier more perfect daughter and I only see my mom every now and then because shes always out with friends or with her boyfriend, plus she has my sister and her boyfriends daughter. I try to hintvat it, let people know but they don't see the hints. I'm scared because I don't want to die. But the longer I live with this the harder it seems to put up with. I don't know if I should tell one of my parents? What if they just blow it off saying it's not possible? That I just want the attention? Have any ideas as of what to do?