I have joined this site becase of my interest in dissociative disorder .I too sufered many years many years of childhood and marital abuse and was finally pushed over the edge by having 2 brain aneurysm surgeries in the front left side..I have been diagnosed with this.My brain goes on auto pilot!I I lose a week at a time !!! I know no one like me. I have no to talk to who can understand what this is like to live with..I am a nurse.I used to be the strong one.My kids are loving and I don”t want to add to their worries.My husband has ADHD and is Bipolar ! So if you have any kind suggestions i could certainly use them..I no one thing for sure.Wereit not for my faith in the Almighty I would not have made i this long.!