I have had depersonalization disorder for most of my life and I am now in my late 40's. This started in my teens due to a very stressful situation in my life. Although it has gotten much better, I can't seem to get a full grasp of reality. Anyone who is experienced this knows that we can seem very normal on the outside but on the inside of our minds we can feel so messed up. I would like to speak with people who have this condition and possibly share some experiences. Thank you.