I have been diagnosed with chronic gastritis. My pain is unbearable. I am seeing a pain specialist but so far has only given a very mild pain med - hydrocortisone 2.5-500. And is only allowing one every 8 hours. Which does me no good. My life has come to a halt. I lay in bed and cry. I have a new grandson and can not get to see him much. To many bad thoughts run thru my mind. Finances do not allow me to leave Amarillo.
I so badly want god in my life but feel so alone. My family and friends do not understand. I have a mule and a burro I love so very much that I can not get out to feed. My filly died this past summer because of me. I feel so very terrible because of this. Please god hear my words.