I've had depression since I was 10 years old and I am now 36. I just began having ECT treatments after the failure of numerous medications. I have only had three treatments and was wondering how others felt in the beginning, and through the whole process?
I know it's not the best adjective, but I feel "weird" like something is off, something is missing, or a part of me died. Maybe empty is a better word. I just feel lost! I was hoping others could tell me how they initially felt, I know my depression is better and I'm not having panic attacks, but maybe other people felt like this too?
Any feedback would help in any way! Thanks