Elsa, I'm so sorry to hear about your pain!
Unfortunately, I've been so busy that I haven't been checking my wall here - but I do check my email!
You also happen to live in the same city as me, so I'd be happy to meet in person to talk about it. Otherwise please email me at email@example.com!
From your description, it sounds like the PRC might benefit you greatly and any help or information I can share is yours! @elsa