Down deep

Hi, Dany here. Past 2 days dealing with neuropathic itch in my hands, which i can feel coming back. Have been out of it bc of Xanax. Not that my dr would prescribe it bc its the only thing that works. Dont know if thats bc im asleep or not. Haven't taken my other meds bc well this itch kind of takes over and thats all i can think about.
Also, pretty depressed bc my daughter is going through enforced methadone withdrawals. She had 4 back surgeries before the age of 30. Messed her up. Now her doc is weaning her off bc "well, she should be better by now". I hate drs.
And iam so lonely. My family consists of 3. My two kids and me. We all have diabetes, two have hypothyroidism, all take antidepressants. I cant get them to eat right. Iam so low i dont want/cant do dishes, cant shower, clean anything, brush my dog. And my son wont do anything unless i ask. He already feels like hes doing everything. I finally got my shower chair a few days ago, but not put together yet. My house is filled to the rafters with boxes that need to go to storage. I have no bedroom and no bed. All i want to do is cry but the tears wont come. All i see day in day out are my four walls. I want my things around me, my things. My little family needs help but i dont know where to get it from.
Any suggestions for this sad soozie?