Dear, dear Rox:
I know what's like to get "beat up" by the employer. I could tell you such stories, not only me but others in the same workplace. The perpetrator was finally asked to resign, but not before he did a LOT of damage that was never made right. Thank God I was able to go on long term leave after I got a life threatening infection after a minor surgery. I lost 50 lbs & went into a deep clinical depression. I think it all happened because my immune system didn't work after all that stress. I am retired now & there isn't enough $$$ in the world that would get me back there. I pray that things get better for you. I'll be thinking about you especially as I remember what it was like.