Hello my name is Susan ,im 58yrs old been married 42 1/2 yrs . i have lynphademia i know i didnt spell that right , restless leg symdrome ,lower back ,syatic nerver & then i fined out i have congestive heart failer & a little more . So, ive never have done this befor but, it seems i cant talk to my husband about these things , he tells me its going to be ok . i have know parents anymore , & know sisters are brothers either ,my childern i just cant talk to them about it . im afraid ,im angery,depressed,strung out i have so much meds i take it looks like a drug store. i had a brother who had congestive heart failer & it wasnt good watching him run out of breath having a hard time breathing but, he was killed befor it got him . i know it might sound crazy at my age 58 but, i just need to talk and want to cry , im lonly scared& cant tell anyone . What should i do is anyone else fell this way ? thank you all for letting me gab on and on . sin.