I only remember a few pictures of the morning I went to the emergency room. The time I spent in the hospital is cloudy. I remember pieces of my days if I remember anything at all. I had visitors every day but I don't remember seeing them, talking to them. It's like I'm on pause and then time speeds up. My best friends were with me every day and told me what was happening. Now I'm home and even watching TV is frustrating sometimes. I start watching a show... Then it's over. It's weird.

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