I often call what they did to you, when it's me providers are doing it to, them "putting me out of their misery" which goes hand in hand with them doing things that are so terrible that they know I'll quit their practice and go somewhere else. I think they learn those kind of tactics from bad pastors. It can include gaslighting. If they gave you an antidepressant, and an inappropriate one at that, I'd be filling out that doctors' ROI (Release of Information). However, another way to do it is to just ask your insurance company what the diagnoses from the last whatever period of time are. If they just give you codes, fine. Look those codes up online and it will tell you. In WA State we get to then do Requests for an Amendment form, and there's a time limit on how long they can take processing it. Occasionally, the provider does correct the record. In fact, I have better luck with them by just asking them nicely to do correct the record, with specifics, in my patient online portals. If you act like it was just a misunderstanding. Then, if they will not "amend" the record, we get to do what's called a Statement of Disagreement that has to be published at the same time as any release of that record, to anyone, if we ask for it that way. I get to use my own words about what I disagree with, what I believe did happen, all of that. It should be concise though. By the way, after my last child, I couldn't afford antidepressants that never worked on me anyway, so I tried St. John's Wort standardized. It was better than any pharmacudicals I ever tried. I see CBD oil listed in these group notes. It might be as good or better, I don't know, I've never tried it. There are other things you can try. Good luck.