@stephanierp Hi welcome to connect and congratulations on your Transplant. Yes I can relate was a Heart transplant now 2 years ago and while I can't know the specifics of a kidney transplant I can reassure you that things will get better. I felt the same way the first few months after mine. Every day will be different and the not so good days will get farther apart. But don't give up you will have great days and try to not think about the other days. I'm not sure how to do it yet but I know someone will probably steer you towards other kidney transplant patients.
Have a blessed Day