Robbie, I’m Kay. My 14 year old daughter is displaying the same unmotivated, uncaring behaviors. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. As a parent, it breaks my heart that you, and others, feel this way. Have you told your parents how you’re feeling, you sound like you’re in the verge on attempting again. Please call the suicide prevention hotline to talk to them and see what they say. Their number is 1-800-273-8255. If you don’t want to talk to them, please call your counselor, psychiatrist, or the hospital. I’m praying for you!