I thought I posted this before, but I guess I didn't. Right now I am just a mess. Financially, I'm pinching as tightly as I can, and I still don't make it. So, today I filled out the Indeed form hoping to find something – part-time ….. like Chick-fil- A, McDonalds, etc. I can only do part-time because I can't stand that long.
I worry at night, staying awake unless I take Melatonin, think about it every day, wondering how I'm going to pay my bills. It's got my anxiety and depression going real good! I didn't ask for alimony when I got the divorce because then I had plenty, but some circumstances over which I had no control entered, and poof ….. a lost of it was gone. I read on a Legal site that if neither party has gotten married, and there is a large discrepancy between the two parties, the alimony part of the divorce agreement can be reopened. I'm going to talk to my son about this because the last thing I want to do is fracture my relationship with my kids. Some days, it's just not worth it.