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Depression really setting in

Posted by hgarm @hgarm, Jan 28, 2019

Things have been rough the past couple of months with My health. Seeing as there doesn't seem to be a light at the end if this tunnel I have found myself slipping further into depression. I no longer enjoy anything, I am barely sleeping or eating, I feel like I am watching my life through a fig that just keeps getting thicker. I seem to cry more and more each day. I went to see a therapist today hoping that it would help but it was just a consult and I think it made things worse because it brought up things that I worked really hard to push back. I feel like I am drowning and there is no way to come out of it and I just was hoping that there was help out there.

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hgarm | @hgarm | Jan 29, 2019
In reply to @merpreb "@hgarm- I think that we have discussed your weight loss before. Did you ever see a..." + (show)
@merpreb

@hgarm- I think that we have discussed your weight loss before. Did you ever see a GI doctor? You've had a lot of problems since your gallbladder removal. Several of us have recommended that you go to the emergency room immediately but you didn't want to. Are you eating anything at all? Are you drinking water?

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All the ER did was give me fluids and send me home they did a CT scan that was normal and said that there is nothing emergent about my condition. So I needed up paying 200 dollars for a bag of fluids. I have GI appointment but not until the 18th of February.
I am drinking as much as I can handle which isn't much I am.drinking boost because I can't seem to eat food without it getting so bad I am screaming in agony. Even drinking the boosts causes pain but it's crying pain not screaming pain

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Merry, Alumni Mentor | @merpreb | Jan 29, 2019
In reply to @hgarm "According to that I could have a lot of different issues so I guess it give..." + (show)
@hgarm

According to that I could have a lot of different issues so I guess it give me something to think about

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@hgarm- Good. Let me know if I can help further!

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Merry, Alumni Mentor | @merpreb | Jan 29, 2019

Teresa- It sure looks it!

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Teresa, Volunteer Mentor | @hopeful33250 | Jan 29, 2019
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Teresa- It sure looks it!

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I've saved it to my favorites bar, @merpreb

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lioness | @lioness | Jan 29, 2019
In reply to @hgarm "All the ER did was give me fluids and send me home they did a CT..." + (show)
@hgarm

All the ER did was give me fluids and send me home they did a CT scan that was normal and said that there is nothing emergent about my condition. So I needed up paying 200 dollars for a bag of fluids. I have GI appointment but not until the 18th of February.
I am drinking as much as I can handle which isn't much I am.drinking boost because I can't seem to eat food without it getting so bad I am screaming in agony. Even drinking the boosts causes pain but it's crying pain not screaming pain

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@hgarm I'm glad you can get something to stay down Praying you can hang in there but sounds like your trying ,that's good let me know how your doing ,

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Merry, Alumni Mentor | @merpreb | Jan 29, 2019
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I've saved it to my favorites bar, @merpreb

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@hopeful33250- Absolutely

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hgarm | @hgarm | Jan 29, 2019
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@hgarm I'm glad you can get something to stay down Praying you can hang in there but sounds like your trying ,that's good let me know how your doing ,

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I'm trying my hardest but I feel like I am loosing this fight and it's scary

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