@santosha

Thank you! I’ll keep all in touch after my discussion with the local specialist I had been seeing next week. He knew about my auras issue. And they still impact my quality of life because of the frequency issue. I’ll also let you know if reducing screen time works!

I finally also had that thought to live life for myself. Step back from the usual a little. Not sure if that will help. For too long, even after having this condition, I realized I was too obsessed about work. I had been neglecting my closed ones who are also battling this with me. I didn’t consider what my mum always told me - “if you still don’t have the money to spend, tell me because when I’m gone ultimately my asset goes to you”. I think my dad feels the same way.

Of course as a son I won’t want to go beg my parents for money. But actually, my role as a son is to spend whatever they will leave me in a meaningful way and let them witness the results while they are still alive. And that’s not something I had done. I knew my wife always wanted another kid and perhaps my parents wanted another grandkid to have fun with. My wife and I are a bit old for another kid now. But because of monetary concerns which I had over this issue, I never gave all those things much thought when I should have. Use their money. It’s not shameful, when I won’t spend it in ways which are meaningless. After all, it’s continuing a family’s legacy and for my parents, also let them have more fun in their final years by me using whatever money they have given me. Don’t make the same mistake I made if you’re still young enough.

Cheers,
Louis